GOD FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DOES HE HAVE TO LOOK SO GOOD AND UNDERSTAND ME SO WELL AND BE SO FUCKING PERFECT I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM AND I WANT HIM FOREVER AND THE URGE TO JUST KISS HIM IS SO STRONG AND IF HE LOVES ME WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SUCH A PUSSY AND NOT TRY AND BREAKUP WHEN WE BOTH KNOW HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME.
I hate to sound conceited but I know he was and is in love with me